i NEED you !

I'm nice to people who are nice to me.i give a damn to to those who aren't !!!i just don't care....

      I may even be not nice to people who are nice to me. Its my life,my wish !!! Its your wish to be nice to me or not !!!

      I'm actually pissed off right now !.I don't understand !! 

What do i write about? hmmm ok, about a patient whom i came across today. 

Well an attender entered the out patient unit of psychiatry today and was requesting me to see her relative first. The patient seemed expressionless.sad depressed.

      When we called in the patient our doctor asked us not to do that as a specific order, first come first should be followed and also by this, we can check the patience and  tolerance level of the patient!.

The attender bursted into tears requesting the doctor to see the patient first. The patient was so much disturbed that she couldn't even utter a word. The attender started telling the reason for this state of her sister. While hearing that i forgot that i am a doctor to treat the patient and i could feel tears in my eyes. I was crying. Probably because it was the first case i came across.

We all learn by practice.

The summary of the case is that the patient's husband left her and married some other woman and hence this woman goes into depression quite often. She has 2 kids too,a very young woman,very difficult to overcome such an issue.

I dint opt for psychiatry later. I'm not suited for it.

Depression is a medical condition . It is not a fancy word . Our sir did a little of counselling to the lady which i'm sure would not help to get her out of her situation. 

You believe a person so much and what do you get in return? false hope, false promises, fake life.

   Everyone should realize that life goes on, it doesn't stop for anyone. Live for people who live for you,care for people who care for you,be kind to people who need you !

  

HuMaNiTy ? oh i see !

i just wish that each and evryone of us thinks that evry other person is also human n has the same feelings joy sorrows of his own,the world would have been even more gentler and kinder !!


one person i met recently has inspired me to think about this word humanity !!does it truely exist or is vanishing like anyother endangered species ?


our entire world is going round like a merry go round around "money" -the great killer of humanity !!

this person whom i met is a very well known, well to do doctor .being in a very noble profession he gets his due respect no matter what! does he deserve it?oh yeah yes, if he does his duty well and satisfies his patients !!is it just enough to satisfy to his patients?what does he mean by satisfying a patient? is it assuring the patient that he has no illness or letting him know abt his illness and approaching him in a very polite and CONCERNED way making him understand ?how many doctors now are concerned abt a patient? hardly any! all that they r concerned of is money money money!!!a doctor barely spends 2 mins with a patient now-a-days...is he faithfull to the oath he took?does he even remember taking anyone of that sort?no ! he does'nt even care abt it !!!!

a doctor who cannot be human to a patient can never be trusted upon no matter how sweet and kind he is to the public..do you know what makes him be kind in public..well the reputation..'aapko ye doctor saabh malum?unhe bahuth acha hai bolke sabh bolthe rehthe merese tho uttha acha bhaath nai kiya tha busy ho shayad'!the above words said by a patient are not compliments at all !!!!!

      no offences ,my blogs dont have a head or a tail !

I hAte It !!.

"Always Love some one  for a reason but let the reason be love"


WHAT is love?i dont know what it is ! all that i know is, i love my parents my family my friends  n my things.i use the word' love' there cos that 'was and is' how it is been told by everyone.its basically termed like that since ages.
i love my parents cos i F E E L for them.they have been with me since my first sight ! its not mandatory to love someone who has been with you since yu r born. yu love them cos yu know them ,yu have been taken care off by them in such a way wherein yu dint need anyone els to rely upon.yu may call it as thr responsibility given by god.whatever but i dont care all that i am concerned is they love me too....ocean of love vch i can never ever think of repaying !but i still dont beleive in love.is it because of the term?hmm may be, may not be.


on a call !  to be continued.........